Chucks

friend: naiisip ko pa din si XXXX, ang gwapo nia kase

me: hahaha  

friend: pero kay AAAAA na ko

friend: hahahaha

me: good for you

friend: xa yun tsinelas na pambahay ko 

me: laging babalikan

friend: si XXXX stilleto

friend: tama ba spell

friend: maganda pero masakit sa paa 

me: winner lang na analogy  

friend: nyahaha  

friend: ikaw anung sapatos si CCCCCC 

me: wait ka jan

me: nag iisip ako

friend: hahaha

me: hmmm  

me: Chucks sya

Chucks. Bagay sa choice of clothings ko na kadalasan ay tshit at maong pants or shorts. Bagay sa trip ko. Snickers na okay lang maging dugyot. Mas dugyot, mas okay. Masaya ako kapag suot ko. It’s everything that I want in a shoe. Stylish without trying too hard. Bagay sa jeans, simple, pwede sa kahit anong season. Kahit winter kaya nya. Pero kahit gaano ko man katrip ang sapatos na to, kahit gaano sya kabagay sa kin at the end of the the day, kelangan ko pa rin syang hubarin, dahil pagkatapos ng maghapong paglalakad saka mo lang mararamdaman na masakit din pala sya sa paa, nakakapaltos, nakakasugat.

It Starts With A Decision

Love. It starts with a decision; a decision to let someone into your heart and make yourself vulnerable to pain; a decision to share your life with that person. It is a commitment.  It is a compromise. It is risking it all and taking the plunge knowing that someone can crush your heart into little pieces and hoping that this person won’t.

Love. It starts with a decision; a decision to give someone the right to hurt you may it be intentionally or not. It is the decision to be selfish and selfless at the same time. It is giving everything even if you know you’ll get nothing in return.

Love. It starts with a decision; a decision to let your guards down and break the wall you built around you. It is a decision to make yourself an open target for heartbreak.

Heartbreak. It starts with a decision; a decision you made when you let someone into your heart.

Heartbreak. It starts with a decision; a decision to not be with someone who’s in love with you, regardless of how you feel towards that person, may it be an end of a relationship or a relationship that will never see its beginning.

Heartbreak. It starts with a decision; a decision to let go of someone you love or have loved because that’s the right thing to do and moving on is the only thing logical thing to do.

Moving on. It starts with a decision; a decision to leave the past behind, to let the wounds heal, to box the memories and put them in the attic of your brain that you can visit every once in a while when you are feeling nostalgic.

Moving on. It starts with a decision; a decision to accept that you have loved, have been loved and have been hurt. It is accepting that some people are not meant to stay in our lives forever. It is a decision to accept that this is not your happy ending.  This is not your fairy tale, not yet.

Moving on. It starts with a decision; a decision to go on, to pick up the pieces and stand again. A decision to put everything behind and maybe someday you might take a chance again on love.