May Nakarelate

Habang ako ay ayaw pang dalawin ng antok, initry kong isearch, kung nagogoogle search ba ang blog na ito gamit ang pangalan ko. :p At nakita ko ang dalawang tumblr post ng dalawang total stranger sa kin na inireblog ang aking lumang-lumang article sa multiply. Wow!

Yehey! Yehey! Almost Done. :)

Konting tiis na lang. :)

There's a light. A certain kind of light.

Broken.

It was a tough day. I was very close to the edge and after one phone conversation, I lost it. I couldn't take it anymore. Too much stress and pressure got the best of me. I broke down and cried. I cried in my seat. I didn't care what my colleagues would think. I just want to let it all out. It was too much for me to handle. Maybe I don't belong to the corporate world. I am too weak-hearted for this. I cannot take the blaming game. I hated it. I don't like pointing fingers to people. If I made a mistake, I would admit it and apologize for it. If other's made a mistake, I don't want to rub it in their faces. The corporate world is a jungle. Weak people are like preys who need to continuously run for their lives. Yesterday, I couldn't take it anymore. I don't want to be bullied. I don't want to hear what he has to say so I walked out. I left early. I told my teammate to tell him that I don't want to talk to him. I need to let my head cool down. I need to let my heart rest. I was afraid that if I stayed, I might end up screaming at him and I am not like that. It's so sad that I can't just quit this. Maybe I needed this to let me know that I must not let other people push me around. To remind me that I need to fight for myself. To make me realize that it's not okay to please everybody because you can't. I need to endure this pain for another six months so help me God. I have promises to keep and responsibilities to fulfill. I pray really hard that after all these are over, I'd end up stronger, wiser and a better person.

I thank God for having friends beside me. Friends to help me get by and to keep me sane. To Carmela and Patrick, I owe you one. Thanks guys.

Goodies From Overseas

Daddy Yu is in Shanghai! You already! PaBT BT na lang kung saan-saan. Salamat kay Daddy Yu sa goodies from the Philippines, ang Century tuna na sinagip ng Romanian boss nya. Hehe. Salamat sa Willy Wonka mood ni Markie at kay Roj para sa mga chocolate galing Japan. Ang mga chocolate na nakadalawang sakay ng plane sa loob ng 1 week. Hehe.

Bahay-bahayan.

Yehey! May form na. :)

Friendship is :)

Ang magkaibigan, di nauubusan ng pag-uusapan. Miss you kaibigan. :)