Hagard. Hagard. Hagard.

Nang magsimula ang R5 ng project namin, nagsimula na rin ang pagiging busy ko. OT to the nth power. Pasok ng weekends at holidays, uwi ng late ng weekdays. Sa kin, okay lang. Wala naman akong ginagawa sa bahay eh, at least kapag OT kumikitang kabuhayan. Minsan lang talaga nakakapagod. Hehehe. Mas nakakapagod ang business trip ko this time compared sa mga previous business trips ko. Siguro dahil ngayon, mas malaki ang responsibilities ko at mas malaki rin ung development. At sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na dahilan, hindi talaga ako makatulog ng maaga dito kahit gustuhin ko. :( Sanay naman akong umuuwi ng late na nung nasa Manila. Hindi ko alam kung bakit dito eh parang pagod ako parati at madalas stressed. Tumataba pa naman ako kapag stressed ako. Haha. Kasi gusto kong kumain ng kumain kapag nasstress.Lumalaki ang muscles sa binti dahil sa kakalakad ko dito (mahal kasi ng pamasahe.:p). At para mas detalyado ang update sa akin, nagpost pa ko ng pic with matching notes. haha.

(with labels pa. haha.)

(talagang sa CR ko pa napili magpicture eh.. hehe)

I HEART <3 PANDA

Super like ko talaga ang panda. Siguro kasi mukha syang huggable at mabait. So far, eto pa lang ang mga things ko na may panda.

1. paper clips
i bought them during my BT last year (june 2008)
2. umbrella
i bought this one during my BT last june. (2009)
3. pouch
i bought this one a few weeks ago in Marinoa.(August 2009)
4. slippers
i bought this item in Hawks Town during my BT last year (june 2008)
5. shirt
i bought last November (2008)
6. pillow
i bought in Market Market last December(2008) when I was buying gifts for my loved ones. But I accidentally spilled coffee on it. :( I need a new one but I can't find one yet.
7. stuffed toys. (i have 5 of them. ^_^)
Patricia - the one that neilsen gave me. (December 2005)
Walt - the one that my very kind housemate named Tyrone gave me. :) (December 2007)
The other 3 were given to me by my officemate VT. They look alike except for the clothes they are wearing. (eto iba't iba ng dates eh. )


I want more! Hahahaha!

(wala akong pictures nung iba kaya di ko napost. )

People Change

Tama si glenn. PEOPLE CHANGE. Minsan nagugulat na lang ako sa mga nakikita at nalalaman ko tungkol sa mga taong nakilala ko, dating kaklase, kaibigan, ex-boyfriend, orgmate, crush, kapitbahay at maging ang sarili ko. Mayroong dati hindi makabasag pinggan pero ngayon eh nag-uumapaw sa pagkawild. Makikita mo na lang sa networking sites ang kanyang mga pictures. Yung kaibigan mo na dati rati halos bawat detalye ng buhay mo eh alam nya pero ngayon hi at hello na lang kayo sa tuwing magkakasalubong kayo. Parang sobrang layo nyo na kahit by distance hindi naman talaga. Ang dating gago ngayon kinabog pa si Santino at yung dating ayaw na ayaw uminom at tinutuligsa ka kapag umiinom eh umiinom na at nagyoyosi pa. Yung dating galit sa mga babaero ngayon sya na ang babaero at yung dating babaero eh hindi man lang tumitingin sa ibang babae. Maraming nagbago sa mga tao sa paligid ko gaya ng pagbabago ng mundong ginagalawan ko. Sa bawat pagsikat at paglubog ng araw may nagbabago. Ugali, feelings, physical appearance, paniniwala, hindi ko kayang isa-isahin. Sabi nga, the only permanent thing in the world is change.
Hindi ko alam kung gaano kalaki na nga ba ang ipinagbago ko. Hindi ko masabi. Siguro mas alam yun ng mga taong nasa paligid ko. Hindi naman kasi maiiwasan talaga ang pagbabago. Sign yun ng growth at ng pagiging buhay. Ang wish ko lang, yung pagbabago na nangyayari sa akin, para sa ikakabuti ko at ng maraming tao. Change for the better ika nga..

Everybody's Changing
by: Keane



You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Since everybody's changing
And I don't know why.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

Ooo...
Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

Random Thoughts on My Mind (CPU overload)

HOME:
Why I want to go home:
(in no particular order)
* I miss my friends and family.
* Going home means that CT is done. Hehe.
* I want to be there for my friend who is mending a broken heart. But I know our friend(pinkchinchin) will help her get through this.


Why I Should Not Go Home Yet:
* Sabi nga ni Julius, pera pera lang yan.
* Living in a hotel room sure is great.
* Hindi pa ko nakakabili ng pasalubong! (Shoes pa lang for my pamangkin. Di bale I still have 5 weeks here.)

TECH:
* Why is there an SNMP error? hahaha. Nerd.



OTHERS:
* Ano kayang magandang pasalubong para sa mga pips.
* Paano ko aayusin ang mga plano ko sa buhay.
* What is the greatest treat that I can give to my Nanay and Tatay.
* Will I really be alone at Christmas?
* Bakit nagkaganon sya? He's better than that. It makes me sad to know that he's acting like that because despite all that happened, he and his family still my friend.
* This chocolate that I'm eating is a little too sweet.
* What to eat for dinner? Ramen again? (Dun sa mabahong ramen house. haha!)
* Shall I try the green tea flavored Pepsi? Hehehe. Dare! Dare! Dare!
* Bibili ba ako ng bagong phone pag-uwi ko? (Luho lang yun! Sabi ni Mang Dino mag-ipon ako.)
* Gagamitin ko na ba ang free coffee coupon ko sa starbucks?
* Magmamarine world kaya ako next week?
* dumdeedum... wala na.. ubos na.. haha..